~dis is not the end, this is not the beginning~

Waiting for the end to come,
wishing i had strength to stand,
this is not what i have planned, 
its out of my control...
so many things were left unsaid,
its hard to let you go,
sitting in an empty room,
trying to forget the past..
all i wanna do is trade something new in this life,
holding on to what i haven't got. 


*i know how it feel to lie....